Well hello again

Goodness, don't ever leave for like 3 years and try to get back on to one of these things because it is a headache! Goodness, I can't even tell you all the different buttons I pushed and new browsers that opened. I tell ya what. Anyway, it has been a really, really long time since I last posted anything. A lot has changed. The biggest change is that I am now engaged to the most amazing human in the world. I love him so much and I can't wait to start a family with him. I can't even tell you how incredibly luck I am to have him in my life. He is going to be the best husband and father! When I first made this blog, I didn't know what to name it. I'm not the most creative person in the world and I wanted something cool, I mean who doesn't want to be cool right? I finally came up with "I can't tell where you end & I begin" well, I didn't come up with it, it's from a song I know. But I thought that was cool :) Anyway, in my mind it had a lot of meanings. Like I was saying that to my best friend, because we are so close. That is still true of Lauren and I and will never change. But now I have someone else I can say that about as well. Aaron is part of me and my best friend who I get to spend eternity with. Sometimes I honestly don't know he and I begin or end. We are just part of each other and forever friends. I can't wait to marry my best friend. There is so much more that I could say, but I just don't have to time right now. It's a beautiful day!

This is who I am

I went shopping today for mission clothes and let me just say that I really hate shopping for ugly clothes haha it wasn't all bad, but not the most enjoyable thing in the world. I leave in 15 days and it still hasn't hit me yet. It's not real yet. I'm not sure how I'll react. I guess we shall wait and see.

Life has been going, and going. Not a lot has changed. This next week is my last week of work which is weird, but very nice. I hate not making money. Not that I'm a greedy greedster, I just like making money and putting it in my bank account and making it fat.

I went to a weeding reception for an old friend of mine tonight which was really great. She was so beautiful and happy, I may or may not have started crying a few times. Needless to say it was wonderful.

Marcy finally had her beautiful,wonderful, precious, angel child, Mackenzie Jordan Cox. I love that baby girl and I haven't even met her. I can't wait to know her. I'm a little sad though that by the time I see her she will be a 1 1/2. But I will love her all the same. I am so happy for Marcy and Nathan. I couldn't ask more for my extended family.

I can't wait to spend all next week with my bestie best friend Lauren! Nothing will ever keep me from that girl. Not even if she tried, I'm stuck to her like glue. She's just gonna have to deal with it. There is nothing in this world that I love more then her, in a very non-lesbianic way :) It's gonna be a bitter goodbye, but I know we can make it. Nothing can tear us down.

Well, I think that's long enough for tonight.

All the rain in the world is falling on Germantown

So I got a letter from the Cambridge Who's Who registry among Executive and professional women, and I thought hey cool, I'm important, but no. It's all a scam which not only sucks for people that actually fill out the thing and send it in, but for people like me that feel like they've accomplished something and then find out that no one cares. Eh who am I kidding, I don't really care. The second I read that I was "appointed as a biographical candidate to represent Germantown, TN as an individual with professional executive achievement" I know they had the wrong person! Just wanted to let you all know that Cambridge Who's Who program is a bunch of crap!

Life is still life. I'm working a lot, waiting for Marcy to have that dang baby :) and counting the days til I leave. I would hang out with that best friend of mine, but she seems to be enjoying her days of gluttony in Friendship too much to care about me. Even though I bake her good things to eat :( whatev, I'm over it.

1 month, 2 weeks

Sorry it has been a few weeks. Life has been busy, but respectively speaking uneventful. Now that Thanksgiving is out of the way, I can move on to worry about Christmas and the ever nearing date of my departure. I'm really excited, but I feel very unprepared. I feel like there is so much to do, but I don't know where to begin.

Post Mini Mission

Well, for the past 3 days I've been on a mini mission and let me tell you it was great! I'm really tired though haha but it's good preparation for when I actually go :) It showed me that I have a lot to learn before I go out in the field. But the Lord will help me with that. The weather is getting colder here and I'm trying to acclimate so Idaho won't be such a shock. I have to keep reminding myself that I've been in Idaho for the last two January's so I know what to expect. Things have been great!

Ok, here's the first blog. I feel kinda silly, I doubt many people will be reading this. But I thought it would be a good idea to start a blog to keep people updated on my life while I am on my mission. Well there's not much else to say. I'm sure I'll start to like this the more I write :)